Suicidal death

She’s the only one that brought point to my life
Now she’s gone so I pick up a knife
Blood rushing out of my vanes on to the floor
It’s hard to grip the knob to open the door

Feeling dizzy not knowing what to do
When she calls asking “how are you”
When I say not to good
She asked will you take me back if you could
My heart stopped not a secant before
All I could say is, “I will love you forever and more”