Unspoken

Unspoken

Am I unloveable?
I will do anything not to be alone.
I will sell my soul to you for love.
I will turn over my hopes; dreams.
I will swallow my pride, my sense of self my belief in myself.
You are all I need.  I cannot live life on my own.
You can be my compass, point me and I will follow.
I will accept what you give me, whatever that may be.
Only you can save me from myself.
Three words that give you the power over me
Years of emptiness can be healed by your love.
I will forgive your imperfections.
I will ignore your transgressions.
If only I was enough to make you happy…
Give me what you can.
I’ll take what little you offer.
I don’t need much.

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How does someone exist with so much self loathing?
How does she live from day to day without hope?
Her shear force of will is the only determinant.
If she could only see her own strength and believe.
It’s never to late to move forward
And let go of lessons learn in the past.
Forgiveness comes from within
If she could only believe …
Reclaim her own power
Take back control.
Heal
And break the cycle of pain.