I wish you wanted it as I did.

I beat this sorrow you threw on me.
Make no mistake you can't do it again.
I am stronger now after my fight.
You have yet to defeat me.
I'm sorry you believed that you would win.
However I am a rock.
I stand for what I feel is right.
Your hurtful words are all wrong.
I will never break under this pressure.
Simply because I want to see you wilt.
One day you will find it.
Or better yet it will find you.
The world will no longer give you everything.
Regret will come to smack you in the face.
Still I wonder if that is enough for you.
Will karma know your hatered?
I'm sorry I must leave it this way.
I am done trying with you.
I made the effort to make it work.
Yet you still threw it away.
It ends this way because of you.
I wish it was better.
I wish you wanted it as I did.
I wish you wanted to be my dad.