Do you know what It's like

Do you know What It's like?
To try and hide,
To forget that feeling,
Of a blade that draws blood,
A sense of relief,

Do you know what It's like?
Trying hard not to scream,
Playing a lie,
Desperate not to cry,
So bad I could die,

Do you know what It's like?
To feel so much hate,
Like gravities upon you,
So much that you want to scratch your face,

Do you know what It's like?
To feel that sinking feeling,
As it pulls you under,
Till you cannot breath,
Gasping for air,

Do you know what It's like?
Living a useless life,
With no light,
Only left with shadows of doubt,

Do you know what It's like?
To be me,
Lost in my own lies,
Trying to find hope,
Waiting for the end,
Looking for help,
Wishing for peace,

Don't worry if you do,
Together we can heal,
Find hope and warmth,
Together we'll make it real,