Unwanted

My legs are leaden
Heavy thoughts weighing me down
unwanted caresses
Foreign hands, fleeting glances taken by none
Unnoticed tears
Whispers of a promise
Forbiddingly fulfilled in time to pass

Move behind the mask again
No one can see
How much I simply wish to flee
Never needing the touch
Never gonna be alright
Not for a second

Another, closer to me
Another, completely unwanted
Another, fulfilling his lust as well
No one nearly understands
The disgust on my skin

Wanting to hide
When they come in my sights
Can't move
Fixed by others
Forced into arms
Into gazes not needed

Holding tight to my fear
Hoping for the last to come
Never wanting anything like they can give.