I'm afraid to let you in. |
I have spent nights awake trying to figure out my life Sometimes I feel like I’m paying a price too high Moments ago I felt the security of your arms But now I feel like you’re holding me too tight We stand so close watching the full moon A moment many lovers would call perfection I don’t want to stay here but I see you do And I don’t say anything I’m afraid of your reaction I feel you look at me and I turn to look at you The color of your eyes is such a beautiful shade I feel myself trapped in your intense gaze A gaze that I have been trying so hard to escape Your smile melts my heart yet it makes me cry I don’t want to hurt you yet I want to say goodbye You’re always wiping away the tears on my cheeks But deep down I know my eyes will never dry I hear you ask me if something is bothering me There’s so much I want to tell you yet so much I hide And I have fears inside of me that you’d never know My biggest fear being what if you could read my eyes You don’t know what you’d see in this darkness My eyes aren’t a door to the heaven you believe in That’s why I’m afraid of you finding out about me My heart is the place where I’ll never let you in |