never see me cry

Don't feel that I don't love you,
Don't think that I don't care,
The fact that I do need you,
Is one that I cannot share,

My whole life I've been strong,
Always the one in control,
So understand its hard to admit,
I now need you to fell whole,

You'll get nowhere by testing me,
Please just believe my love is true,
Though I doubt i will ever say it,
I want no one except you,

But I am good at hiding things,
Though I will never lie,
If you walked out of my life today,
You would still not see me cry.