So Many Years

So many years ago I
learned to trust in no one so I
Forgot all about poetry and life
I didn't understand

All the time
I was sitting here waiting for you
Just so I could smile
Again for me
I didn't believe
That this was real
I couldn't trust myself again

So many weeks ago I
found a new reason to live and I
Remembered who they were
God save me I knew who I was

All the time
I was sitting here waiting for you
Just so I could smile
Again for me
I didn't believe
That this was real
I wanted to trust myself again

So many days ago I
Held your hand and kissed you I
Had butterflies so big that
They escaped from me in a forgiving yell

All the time
I was sitting here waiting for you
Just so I could smile
Again for me
I can believe
That this is real
I can finally trust myself again

I know what I feel
I'm no longer blinded or corrupt
I see clearly now I know you're there
I see you there
Take this hand then follow
Me I promise you I'll let you see
The things that I do
I do for you
A sketch a song a requiem of honour

All the time
I've been sitting here waiting for you
Just so I can smile
Again for this
I'll now believe
That this is real
I'd love you to trust me again

Every night
Every day
Every hour
You're in my head
Don't forget
I'm always here
I don't care
I am not your fear