Some new poems

I miss you.


I lie awake in this cold dark place.
Empty with out you.

I shiver because of a cold chill.
I know you aren't here to hold me.

I lie here and stare at your dog.
Wish you were here to pet her.

I stare at your picture.
I know times will never be like that again.

I think of how much hell we use to have.
Thinking maybe that was what kept us together.

I stare at my phone.
Wishing you would call.

I look at your pillow.
Dreaming your head was lying on it.

I know that I was the one that messed up.
That don't mean I don't miss you.


4-12-08




Suppose To


How are you suppose to think of the ones that love you when you want to die?

How are you suppose to see the good when the fog is nothing but bad memorise?

Are you suppose to think in your time of sucide?

Are you suppose to have a letter telling everyone you love them?

How are you suppose to write while your loading the gun?

How are you suppose think clearly when your trying to remember how to tie the rope?

I guess you're suppose to do it all. 


4-16-08


Insanity


I think i'm crazy,
I can hear your voice when you're not here.

I think i'm losing my mind,
I can see you walking down the hall.

I"m insane.
When I turn on our song, I hear you singing it.

I'm tripping,
I feel you holding my hand.

It's insanity.
I hear you.
I see you.
I feel you.

It's comptley insanity.
because i know you're not here.


4-16-08