A Complex Love

I stand here, so young feeling old. I've many more years that seem to have already passed. The one I love, I'm with the most. Does she see me as I see her? We are to close to have no love, even though we may never be lovers. I love her, I know she has love for me. Time ticks and time will tell. If we'll be lovers, or stay as we are. I stand with her, unable to say "I love you." I want her to know my heart. My heart has love with the blueprints of destruction. My love for her will keep me by her side, unless she wishes otherwise.          I'll always love you.