Dear Daddy

Dear Daddy,
i was walking down the street the other day and i could swear i saw you there next to me!
I thought to myself i couldnt be possible..
For the two weeks you've been gone all i see is you.
Everything i do, everything i hear sounds like you.
i miss you daddy.
why did you have to go now?
we still had so much to do.
my graduation is not to far from now
my wedding...
you were suppose to hand me off to my husband
what happen daddy?
why are you gone?

i know your still with me,
i feel your presence,
i smell your cologne.
its like your right next to me watching me type.
at night i see you flicker the lights when its time for bed.
i hear you yelling at me to get off the computer..

i miss those stupid things.
me leaving my glass upstairs,
leaving the tv on when i go out to have a cigarette.

i never thought losing you would hurt so bad. we only joked about it.
who do i turn to now?
your family?
ha thats funny.
since you've been gone there nothing but rude to me.

come back daddy!!
make it all better.
Help me daddy.
i cant take it anymore.

I love you daddy!!!
love your lil brat