How Do I Fix This Pain?

How do I fix this pain?
Maybe if you were still here,
Maybe if you hadn't broken my heart...
Maybe, just maybe...
Why can't I get a straight answer?
You left me in the dark,
You threw me away...
And...All for what?
I trusted you,
I believed in you.
I loved you...
It wasn't enough for you,
You needed more.
You didn't listen to me...
You didn't care about me...
It was all a joke,
One big joke...
Well, it wasn't a joke for me.
I really love you...
You never gave me a chance to prove it.
Now, you're coming back to me,
Asking me to give you another chance...
How can I give you a chance?
How can I?
After all you have done to me,
After all the pain you caused me...
You ask me to believe you,
To trust you.
I just can't do that...
Maybe if you told me,
How to fix this pain...