Wish he was mine

I have discovered myself torn to pieces,
with the lost ability to express my feelings,
for the one person I wish I could have.
I know though, that if he were to be mine,
the result would be disastrous.
And that, having this person,
is not of the possible.
Besides, what would others think?
Think of me?
I know.
They would think me awful,
selfish, unaware of others.
Even with my feelings being true.
Too bad he has feelings,
for another, Not me.