How do I change? Who I am, Who I want to be. How do I change it? You ask me to change... But, I can't change who I am. You of all people should know. You of all people should know what I am feeling... And, yet...You don't... You leave me, Standing there in the rain. Why should I care about you... You never cared about me. You lied and you cheated, You left me alone, You left me for dead... I thought you would come back. I hoped you would come back. I hoped you would tell me everything I wanted to hear... And that you would hold me tightly, And say everything was alright. I waited a day, A month, A year, I would wait a century just for you... All this waiting, And you haven't came back... When will you return? I started with a dream, A flicker of hope. I am now left with a broken dream, A empty heart, That last hope gone... My heart stopped beating, Even though my heart beat just for you. My heart longs for your return... Even though I know you aren't coming back. I shake my head now, Thinking of how foolish I was... Why did I fall in love with you? Why did I trust in you? Believe in you? Now, tell me... How do I change? |