Deep down I knew

Deep down I knew
Yet I did nothing
My first thought that dreadful night
after that call
I have no sister
I have not told her what I feel
I have been a horrible sister
I have bickered
I have fought
I have thought only of myself
Despite the fact
that I knew how bad it was
Still here you are
and yet, I have not changed
Anger pouring through my heart
thinking of how you did me wrong
How you could hate me enough
To leave me here,
to tackle it all alone,
I’m so sorry
for all I’ve done wrong…