Get Through

I could lay here
As life moves outside my window
Like an old black and white
Isolate myself
From foolish things that keep me up
Half the night
And I could hide myself
From all feeling
All pain
Including emotions
That I had left to gain

But I'll drive
And the rain on my window
Will sooth
And the tears that I cry
Will erase
All the heartache and hurt
That I felt
Since the day...

You stopped
Believing that real love exists
You stopped
Receiving my hug and my kiss
You stopped
Answering when you heard my call
You stopped
You stopped it all

Now I could give up
Admit that I've lost the fight
Surrender
And shrink into the night
I could fall apart
And lay on tear stained sheets
For hour
Upon hour
Upon hour

But I drive
As the rain slows down
It sooths
And the tears I cried
Are erased
After the heartache and hurt
Are replaced
Since the day...

I started
Believing there is more to me
I started
Seeing who it was I wanted to be
And I stopped
Letting thoughts cloud up my mind
I just stopped
Stopped being blind