Wide awake with you in my mind

darling don't take this the wrong way but you're giving me nightmares
i see your careless attitude and then i wake up with a scare
the only reason behind this is one i never would have guessed
who would of thought something so simple could cause such a big mess
and i don't see the point of staying up so late to get this out
whether or not i fall asleep you're in my mind without a doubt



trying to figure out why it's only you inside my head
you've got me losing sleep at night tossing and turning in my bed
tears are running down my cheeks knowing you'll never feel the same
laying my emotions out on paper cause if not i'll go insane
reaching out to you has always seemed so impossible to me
tired of dialing your number and sadly listening to the ring



what i dont know is if its worth being let down a hundred times
wanting to hear your lovely voice wanting to see your pretty smile
i want us to be almost exactly how we were the year before
trick me all you want but please just dont ignore me anymore
can't you see the pain you're causing me doesn't it phase you at all
what goes through that gorgeous head of yours when you see i'm the one who called?



but don't worry i'm not sitting here expecting your reply
i'm not wondering how you are and if you're doing alright
just don't let me find out that you've been stuck inside your past
what happened to that girl who said no when he said 'i want you back'
it's been a while now and i know that i shouldn't feel a single thing
i just can't help that i care for you you used to say the same to me



don't try to tell me any lies that's not what i want from you
stop making small talk i want to know what you're really going through
i do not care about the weather i can see it out my window
and i don't care about some book that you said you'd let me borrow
all i want is for your fingers to intertwine with mine
and our lips to find each other's at least for just one time



i want to see a glimmer in your eyes everytime you look at me
for your stomach to do backflips everytime that it's me you see
and for that thing within your chest to jump for joy when i'm around
how isn't it possible when we know we both live in the same town
but i know that it's all hopeless and i won't see you again
at least not for a while but i guess up until then...
i love you.