This is just a rambling of words , just pure emotion i needed to output somewhere |
It only takes a minute to be transfered from heaven to hell, Just one moment please , Ill put you on hold. Everything you ever wanted , ever needed , ever thought of, is taken away , turning life upside down. The life you imagined , with the one by your side, is now more of fiction than the reality it recent was. If time could be turned back , to bring it back to how it was , i would do anything to restore the happiness been had. Love doesn't dissapear overnight , and neither does the feelings, to pretend they have gone away is painful and little less than endearing. Who knew that the pain could turn itself into physical , to leave you feeling sick , in pain even feeling miserable. To still feel your kiss in the middle of the night, to feel your touch, your breath, your eyes on mine...while i dream. We are going to be best friends, soul mates forever.. no-one said soulmates had to be a couple. But how come it doesn't seem right , how come life doesn't seem just quite as good as it did when we were together. I know things will work out in time and it will be fine , fine is something i will settle for , although great would be better. I dont regret a thing about our time together , the only regret i hold is that it didn't last longer. Everytime i see our house, it sends a tear down my face. Everytime i watch the television , something always reminds me how perfect we were. You say its for the best but im finding that hard to believe, we love each other its true , but it cant be. I know in time i will hurt a little less and the possibility of it being for the better will be true, i know it will. But for now i can't see it. Never forget the memories ,Never regret the memories....they were good ones. |