my life

MY LIFE
im livin my life so confused
im feelin so used
all these people wanna do is play me
always wanna blame me
i aint doin shit but seein people dyin and lyin and cryin
but all i can do is keep tryin
i gotta get by
never knowin when im gonjna get that next high
or see the love of my life
im just tired of people tellin me what to do and how to live life
i wanna make it right
im just so sick of seein children dyin and cryin
im sick of all the fightin and lyin
babies growin up so fast
maybe a little to fast
i hope this phase dont last
just a blast from the past
i remember washin dishes
makin a bunch of wishes
just mopin and hopin
that one day it would be all okay
hopin my moms would support me and all the things that i love
but she just to bust workin and sleepin
even on the weekend
and the deal with my dad is that hes always mad or sad
hardly ever glad
and my little sisters their just somethin else
they wanna be just like me  but cant they see
my life aint in line
it aint on track im down the wrong path
livin in the past
hopin my pain doesnt last
im back to reality
and people ask whats up with me
when truth is i dont even know whats up with me
im just livin life so confused and used.