Still in the grips of her demons, she struggles. |
How my heart hurts for you today Last night on the phone for hours You're at it again, or is it at you? Your sadness is decimating me As surely as I write this, crying You need to know that God loves you You need to know He is your only hope You need to surrender to Him to win this battle You can't, He can, if you only let Him Please keep trying and don't give up Your hopelessness with your life Your flippant willingness to give it up Scares me so badly that I cry for you I know how you also cry for yourself You really don't have to live this way The lives that we lead are full of paradoxes There is a way to peace and serenity Your liquid hari-kari is not the answer Willingness is the key for you As it was for me so very long ago He does not make too hard of terms For those who desperately seek Him With all the kindness I see in you And all that you have touched me with Why can't you be half as kind to yourself? Oh Nance, I can't fix you, as much as I desire to do so I want to, I just don't have the power He does, all you have to do is ask Him He can and will free you from this terrible obsession As I have been released from its' bondage so will you You are my lovely Muse hurting I love you, hurting |