In The Cards

It's going to take too much time.
Too much strength and effort on my part then justified.
I thought it would be everything, the answer to everything wrong in my life.
You would mean everything, you could be everything in my life.

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But I guess it's not in the cards.
I guess it's not in the cards.

I'm walking down Park Ave. without you.
I'm taking sure steps to get back home.
Where I can lock myself away, contemplate the choice I've made all damn day.
I can bar all my windows and board every door I know. Sleep away the next few days
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Forget everything I said.
Forget I said, "I love you".