Welcome To My Darkness

Welcome To My Darkness

Welcome to my darkness!
Won't you come on in?
What do you think of this mess?
I feel I'm living in sin.

I'm scared to be alone.
I'm scared to be with someone.
I'm afraid I am alone.
Even when I am with someone.

The darkness surrounds me.
Engulfing me as I know it.
The world I can not see.
I am so afraid to show it.

I hide in the shadows.
Hoping no one will see my pain.
Hide behind ribbons and bows.
Trying hard to keep sane.

Put a smile on my face.
Faking people as I go.
Not happy to be in this place.
I don't want anyone to know.

The pain I have endured.
It's unthinkable.
The place I have been lured.
I'm sinkable.

The horrors-The nightmares!
The screams-At me, it tears.
I fight-Oh, how I fight!
The light-Show me the light.
I can not hold on-Please help me.
I can not stay strong-I'm on bended knee.
I need a hand-To help me through.
Please help me-What should I do?

Welcome to my darkness.
I hope you enjoyed your stay.
My life is such a mess.
Don't let me get in your way.

Come back soon.
For I may be losing my mind.
In the light of a full moon.
Don't let me fall too far behind.

I know that this is a mess and it needs a lot of work...so any suggestions are helpful.