Chaotic Tranquility

Chaotic Tranquility

As I lay upon the ground
Fateful dread swamps my mind
Suffocating my very being
My existence
My life in all its
Chaotic Tranquility
I think I’m screaming in my head
As a migraine invades
Clouding my thoughts with a
Deadly rage
Leaving me alone in my
Undiscovered Solitude
The unborn cry is stuck in my throat
Unshed tears kill me in my sleep
As my dreams fade with
The dawn
Two bright eyes stare at me
Unnerving red and echo of Death
My life is laid before me
The paths twisted and sharp
With thorns
Where will I go from here
So restrained by perfection
That will never truly be
What will I say
The truth or the lie
Will I run
Will I hide
Why haven’t I cried
Because I feel so
Something
Something is amiss and
I can’t see yet
I can’t see through the
Foggy night that has fallen
Across my mind
Veiling my thoughts from
The very thing that can
Save me
I don’t know where to go from here
I don’t know if I should cry
I can’t think enough to
Cry
To dwell upon my thoughts enough
To sink into a
Sweet
Silent
Oblivion
I don’t know where to hide
But I do know one thing
Somewhere
In this Chaotic Paradise
There is Life
And there is Death
And I’m headed Towards
One
Or the Other
But my Destiny
Is hidden
And the Darkness blinds me
So I’ll have to wait
I will wait in my
Silent
Chaotic Tranquility.