Dreams

My dreams are my escape,
The deployment of my self hated reality,
I can be more than I am,
But i can also fall and never land.
And if i land in a dream, I will awake.
If i land in reality, I will awake.
Just like a dream
I will realize, remind, and trick myself,
That I am only dreaming.
I will ignore the significant causes to my problems.
I will ignore my past so called romances.
There has never been a true romance.
When your hated is your company,
You dont travel along very far.
A falling star wished upon to land on someone you hate.
Save your wish for love later.
Determine the heartbreaking thief, is the one you hate.
Save your returns and love... for later.
Tell someone you love them out of hate.
Save your hate for love for later.
Hold someones hands out of hate.
Kiss someone out of hate.
Love someone out of hate.
I have never succeeded in true love.
only a reminder that i have wasted my time.
on corny jokes and caring lines.
When your love of flirty lines
turn to the love of cocaine lines.
When you say you love a lot.
and turn into loving pot.
When you protect them from harm
and turn to needles in your arm.
When you cant find anything to make you smile
besides quiet moments, drugs, and denial.
You ponder upon the thought of who you are,
And you cant begin where to start.
Not that you can find anything to say.
Believe me, when i say i have tried all day.

Theres nothing wrong or contradicting about,
Loving hate.
And Hating love.

Look at the sky..
Spell out your name.
The glittery intensity sparks your natural high
and the shooting stars that fly right by.
Love is only possible, in the sky.

You can only go so far...in reality.