Missing you while you are here....

I tried...
I cried...
I died inside...
You are here by my side...
Or are you?

and all I wanted was your arms around me
all I needed was a simple kiss...
Im starving for your words of I love you
These are all the things that I miss

I feel far away again
I feel far away from everything
Im sorry if my words fail to describe
Its a weird new kind of pain

tears fall from my eyes
and I feel nothingness...
I dontknow
If I can hold it any longer...
this hope is fading away...

I read what you wrote me in joyous days
Is all I ever dreamt...

Now i look at empty walls
Missing the pictures and holding their frames...

come on... come closer
take me back home...right on your arms
smile at me and tell me youre back
Ill tell you... Ive been missing you...
even when you were right here...