My Way Or The Highway

If only i had it my way...
then i wouldn't have to fix what i've broken in the past,
words that were unspoken, ending what may have last,
or choking on these tokes to help it pass.
Instead here i am tonight,
lonely and wrapped up tight.
With only a wish to go on it seems,
the only time i see you is when you haunt me in my dreams.
My ways and words then were of ignorant, foolish ways.
If only i'd shown more passion and commitment, i wouldn't feel like a fool today.
They say i gotta change my evil ways,
and i'm proud to say i did, but it's too little too late.
You'd never take me back, and i'd never expect you to,
especially after what i've put you through.
So from here on out, it's strictly future or bust.
Won't deal with the bullshit of girls i can't trust.
I'll find that one, and hold on tight,
so that i will no longer sleep lonely at night.
If only i had my way...
But i dont.
So it's the High Way..
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