Happy times, regret and the best friend

I hate this
Why am I pushing you away?

I can’t see you with him
It hurts far too much

And now it’s got in the way
We let him win

He’s drove us apart
We were going to be friends for the rest of eternity

Now I am trying to hold on
To the scrapes of our shattered forever

But I feel betrayed
You let me down

Because of all things
I thought you knew I cared

I thought you knew me better then that
I gave you my all for one year

10 months
And 13 days

And you say I don’t care?
And you tell me to stop been a “nob”

I have always given my all to look out for you
To protect you

But now I realise my all was never enough
No matter what I would do it would turn to mistake

I could never seem to help
I listen, give advice, never insult while you need me there

Like a loyal puppy that knows nothing more
I would be by your side in an instance

If only you could reach out
Show me you still need me

Show me that it was not all in vain
I regret all things I say while we argue

I regret not finding a way to try hard
A way to be the best I can for you

I wish there was a way I could go back
And remake my choices

‘cos with out you here
There’s no spring in my step

There’s no joy to behold in ability
No reason to practise

I wish there was a better way
I wish you could only see

That I could be the best for you
‘cos you bring out the best in me

I wish you’d reach out
And guide me to pastures new

Guide me to the new way
Or take me back to the simple times

LRN
Take me back to the happy times