pain.

A blank expression, a single tear shed down a blank face, reality sinks in and the darkness grows larger. As all of time stands still nothing matters but the beating of your own heart and the pain inside it concealed. We few remain speechless, a word need not be said, for in this moment nobody thinks about anything but loss, darkness, and the fear of going on, of life with out. To let the darkness grow seems the only thing left to do; give up for there is no hope. Darkness and pain flow through my veins running deep into my very soul.

The great clock in the corner ticks as a reminder, you have to go on there’s nothing more to do but carry on with life, now is the not the time to surrender to this evil this is not the time to let my demons in. They shall not beat me. Now is the time to fight on for my friends and my family. Never to let them down, for Memories live on inside the people that remember them; they can never be removed through force or use of arms. Things can really only get better in this moment. Seems an eternity has past. The future seem brighter knowing you are not alone, such a simple thing as an embrace, gives hope and promise in this darkest time.