here i sit staring and caring and blaring my thoughts all inside my head and they rumble they roar as i fall to the floor i fall apart right from the start i gave u my heart and u crumbled and tore it u tore it apart like my mind i lay there limp as im dying and crying and trembling gasping for breath and i wonder what it was that i did so bad to deserve all this pain over and over again and i contemplate all my flaws what she has what it was that i did so wrong anything thatll make u happy baby u know its done, and i try so hard i try so hard anything thatlll fix this nightmare and anything to mend these tears in my heart, its done i try over and over again i die and i only live with hopes that end i want this madness to stop, i want our love to evolve to what it was im not broken im destroyed and distraught and i cannot do this alone on my own and i try so hard to stay calm and stay cool for you but your no fool oh no and they say that a broken heart heals with time but its all lies oh its all lies what i need is for you to pick up all the pieces and stay here till my mind is clear and i know that i need you without you freezing you are my warmth you are my source anything thatll make u happy baby u know its done, and i try so hard i try so hard anything thatlll fix this nightmare and anything to mend these tears in my heart, its done i try over and over again i die and i only live with hopes that end i want this madness to stop, i want our love to evolve to what it was i try so hard only to be shot down i live for love while you sleep around i run to you and u push me away i dream for you to want me to stay anything thatll make u happy baby u know its done, and i try so hard i try so hard anything thatlll fix this nightmare and anything to mend these tears in my heart, its done i try over and over again i die and i only live with hopes that end i want this madness to stop, i want our love to evolve to what it was |