When it's all lost...

Life so grey with it's suffocating hold of sorrow/ I always hoped for a better future but because of you there won't be one last pain filled tomorow/ I gave you the beats from my heart and the warmth of my soul/ But as my love is known you apparently have none inside you to show/ My heart was once filled with sweet peace and such joy with it's loving mix of happiness and yet if it's not the truth you want to hear then every single time i whispered into your ear "I love you," it was nothing but a destructive lie/ So it's YOU who turned my happiness into a pit of hell and now as i sit here with the warmth of the tears running down my numb face the only thought racing through my mind is... I WANT TO DIE.