Conflicted

Conflicted



You threw me to the floor.

Then viciously ripped my heart from my chest.

You chewed it into little pieces

Then into my face you did spat.



I should not be conflicted

When you come back around.

I should remember the fighting…

My love being thrown to the ground.



I should not be conflicted

When I look into your eyes and see

The young man I once loved

Staring straight back at me.



I should not be conflicted

I should remember who you are

You are the tormentor of my dreams

The monster behind the charm



I should not be conflicted

When you say you want another chance.

You bait me with your pretty face

And your blue eyes in a glance.



I should not be conflicted.

When you come knocking at my door.

I should tell you to just go away,

That I don’t want you anymore.



But see, I am conflicted.

Not thinking right at all.

My heart is telling me one thing

My head is telling me not to fall.