My life as a hero of nothing... |
In my time of dying I hear the whispers rushing through the leaves; I see the ghouls flying crying, denying every thread of life. I feel my blood warmly rising. I sense the gods plan my mortal fate. I feel them devising my carnal death. Sometimes, once in a black moon, and at times of late, when only the dead roam, I'd hear them knocking, rapping, tapping at my window. I'd silently get up, only to hear the wind blow. I'd then remember what the elders used to tell me: "Son... you'll never ever grow if you don't ever follow the road... The long mighty road filled with holes and coal. That road which leads to Eden. If you keep on changing roles, ma' son, you'll never ever get to Eden, and will always, always walk under the watch of those sinful heathens." Then came the moment of reckoning. My last supper. Then came the moment of yearning, wondering what life would have been if I had not been such a fool. I realized I was a tool, a tool and a fool! What a cruel, cruel world! I felt my blood slowly draining my life. A knife that drained away my breath... I saw the heavens parting and the Sun getting closer. And then, came Zeus in his chariot, and crowned me with an olive wreath. And so it was that the Champion was Death. Death the King. Death the God. Death the Savior. Death... the Champion! And as I left for Eden, I heard the plebeians shouting in strength unheard of since the times of Troy. I heard them shouting words of loathing and raging. I saw them staging at the wings of Death! I held my breath, and for the longest time I cried and cried. Only to have Death be victorious. Death the Victor. Death the Deity. Death the Hound. Death... the Champion! |