Stressed to Depressed

Commiting emotional suicide
in plain daylight
so much pain
held inside.

It's driving me mad
all my happiness drained
all my strenghth stripped.
Everything I knew

Does'nt seem to be true.
Why do I feel lost walking
around without a clue?

All I can do is pray
ask for guidance.
Why is the path im on
getting darker getting colder?
Well it ever get brighter ever be warmer?

God what have I done
that was so curel?
Just a young man
doing the best that I can.

Feels like it is not good enough.
Reached out my hands
asked for help.

Even with your negligence
I keep praying thankfull
for every gasp of breath
every step I take.

Thankfull for the pain I feel.
The shame that grows within.
Nothing but a reminder
that I am still here.