I Hate You More

It's kind of funny how
I'm not even sad
You're just a man,
I'll never call you dad.

I used to want you
To be there; to love me.
I don't want you now
That's very plain to see.

You left on your own accord,
I wasn't good enough.
You want to be here now,
But I don't want your guilty love.

You're just a drunken asshole,
Nothing at all to me
I'll be a better parent
Than you ever could've dreamed.