My Pain

The pain is within me ... i cant get it out
it does me no good to scream ... or to shout
The grief i show ... and the tears that fall
Does nothing to easy this pain of mine at all

Some said time heals ... i can only pray thats true
And wait for my healing ... is all i can do
For my heart has been broken ... my hope once again crushed
I trusted in others ... and in the end i lost

Ive been such a fool ... for to soft is my heart
And it opens up wide ... for each of amors darts
What good is a heart ... that is tender and weak
That smashes into pieces ...beaneath other peoples feet ?

Of what use can it be ... when its filled up with pain
for it trusts and it loves ... yet again and again
A heart that is hard ... that loves nothing at all
That never will trust ... feels no pain at all

But it also feels nothing from this life that is sweet
could there be a middleway ... where hard and soft meets ?
Should i go on believing and try to understand ?
Is it worth the risk ... to get my heart hurt again ?

In my soul i believe that the answer is yes
For to live without love could never be the best
To never know friendship ... what good will life then be
So the risks are worth taking ... atleast they are for me

I will guard my heart the best that i can
Knowing eventually it will get hurt again
Thats the risk i must take ... and thats what ill do
For to live without love ... just never would do.