Missing you.

I want to go home, When i'm sitting at home.
I'm hungry, when im eating.
I'm lonely, when your sitting right next to me.
I'm confused, when no one spoke a word.
I'm mad, when nothing has happened.
I'm sad, when my heart isn't broken.
I'm speechless, when words are coming out of my mouth.
Nothings ever the same, when your not with me.
I feel locked outside, without a key.
I feel like screaming, to the world, for everyone to leave me be.
I walk around and i feel like the world is staring back.
I feel like the clouds are watching every move i make.
And if i make one mistake, I will be gone,
High in the sky, to never come back.
Floating away, so far i've lost track.
Anticipating everyone to just give me a slap.
For making that stupid mistake,
Of not loving you
you are the one that i will always look up to.
The one that will hold my heart,
But now your gone and were so far apart,
I try to forget, I really do.
But im the dart board and your the dart.
You just keep coming into my head,
with the stabbing pain.
i can't take it anymore, i have nothing else to gain.
i'm walking dead, with the thought of only you in my head.
Love is a game, Love is a happiness,
But if everything is love, then what is love?