PANIC BY SIX panic, panic spin, spin fall, fall tear drops crawl, float, float pound, pound hear, hear all the faces snear, hope, hope run, run rain, rain the dark clouds drain, echo, echo sink, sink hate, hate let it radiate, light, light hurt, hurt stare, stare to watch them glare, push, push hide, hide judge, judge just to make them budge J. DOE As I lie here now, In the dark corners of my mind, overcast by the harsh shadows of my familiar room. I realize, for the first time, what is to me, an extraordinarily new concept. I realize, maybe, maybe we aren't so different. child, happy, moving, adolescent, withdrawn. Different lives, different experiences, different families, different friends, different dreams, different goals, different reaction, different people. Yet, don't we both have all of those things? Are we not both driven by emotion, masquerading as logic? I must accept, you are as much of a person as i am, and I ::hesitant:: as you are. We should be friends, best friends. Societies cookie cutter expectations, build stone walls between us. I offer my hate for you a shelter within me, and your contemp for everything I am, keeps us handcuffed, at our sides. In spite of the intrinsic hurt you have caused me, I would not let you drown. My life risked to save yours, to save a soul. Whose soul? Nearly a stranger. Isn't that what makes us so simular? Prejudice. I like it. I loath it. faceless, nameless, shameless. mirrors pry. You are me, Just look. Who am I? |