Where is my mind?

Sitting, waiting, wanting, longing, knowing, loving, caring, thinking.
Thinking of the time you knew it all, the time you caught my fall.
Wait, that was today!

Sinking, falling, loving, loathing, writing, drawing
Where's my clothing? You clothed me once, I remember.
Years ago, that cold December.
Wait, that was yesterday! You're confusing me, what did you say?
Stop this madness, stop my recklessness!

I was lost once, wasn't I?
Did you find me? Did I cry?
I can't recall, was I that small?
Wait, I've got it!
Smiling back at me was the fall
Or was it summer?
I never thought I'd get much number

I give up. Was it another season?
Were you the reason for the lapse?
Was it time for the world to collapse?
Did the clock stop dead on time?
Is it my fate to script this rhyme?

Stop this now, It's gone too far!
Far beyond the furthest star

Now I remember, I was at the bar.