A slit from hell

Tearing through the pages of my depression
Grasping my breathe before it’s taken
Holding the tears in my eyes
Trying not hearing those lies
Again

"I was never real
And never was life
We are all stuck in a wheel
Of fortune, pain and laugh

We are tortured forever
With the hands of shame
You think it ends but never
And there is only you to blame

Happiness was never your place
You are dead inside of you
Faking a smile on your face
But you are cheating whom"

Screaming in my head
Struggling to survive
The lies are still coming ahead
And all I got to do is stay alive

It’s just a game
It is not the truth
It is not me to blame
Just set your mind loose

Scratching the walls of anger
And staring at everything
Feeling more like a stranger
As time moved on I remembered nothing

Lost in a place that has no citizens
A place where I can face my black and dead days
But this place is so familiar
I know it like I have always been here all along I knew the ways

Another door is opened
Through this unknown back of silence
Will it take me back home?
Or show me the face of my pain?