life is hard but you make it harder

Life is hard but u make it harder for me


Life is hard but u make it harder for me. Why?  Why do u make me suffer like this? Are u doing this on purpose? What did I do to u? tell me why you're causing me this pain and making it hard to live. Are you enjoying watching me suffer like this? Watching me shed tears over someone like you? someone I used to think cared for me. Someone I trusted. Someone I loved. I still do. But its causing me pain. Uncontrolled pain. You were nice, loving, caring, trusting, spiritual, someone I loved to be near to. But now, all that is gone. Everything. Now I feel like you're cruel to me. Like you don’t care anymore. Not even as a friend.

Because I feel like everything is falling apart. Why did you have to do this to me? couldn’t you just tell me? Let me know and not make me suffer like this. Without you my life is in the dark most of the time. The sun tries to peek through my darkness and lift my spirits. I try to let it but then you come and block the sun again leaving me in the dark. What’s you're problem? If your'e not gonna be here with me then let me be happy! Let me live! I know I can survive without you! Just let me prove it! Stop breaking my heart and let the light back into my life! I’m tired of feeling this way. Tired of having my heart broken apart. I deserve to be happy after what you’ve made me go through.

I know I can do all the above and I try but you always find a way to be on my mind. I love you but I don’t want to get hurt which is what you’ve already done to me. In a way. You probably don’t know, but if you do STOP! If you know how I feel about you n how you're making me feel then STOP! Stop what you're doing. I’ll always love you and have you in my heart but don’t play with me like this please. This is all I ask of you. Stop making me hurt. If you don’t feel the same then at least let me be happy.  Let me laugh and smile again. I still love you and I always will. But life is hard. But you're making it harder for me.

Love is like a rose…beautiful but painful….

I hope you know that