I am not attrated to my ideal man. Why?

                                  I am not attracted to my ideal Man



He is a gentle a person whose has a sweet smile and determine eyes. He has strong arms and when he embraced me in his arms, I would be able to feel that he has breathed hard and his heart is beating fast. He will be impatient, because the wanting of me drive him crazy, but you are the very opposite of him. You are patient, you fool around a lot with other girl and do not pay any attention to me, but I only want you.  When I saw them whisper in your ear, I felt jealousy. I feel attracted to you, you like a magnet who keep drawing me onto you. When you bump onto me on the dance floor that day, an electric static shock me I couldn't look away even if I want to. I keep staring at you; I ask myself one question why why… do I want to come closer to you when I obviously do not know you. The more I get to know you the more I like you. Your kindness and your beautiful smile when we held hand to dance, when our chest touch I was the one who got impatient for wanting to touch. Once glance of your lips I want to devour it. As i kept staring at him.“What is it that you want?” he asks me          

“Isn’t it…. Obvious” I said as I gazed deeply into his eyes.

“I want to feel your passion. My thirst for your love embarrassed me.”

“Why do you think so?” he said ashis hand carressed my cheeks ever so softly

“Because you are not my ideal man and yet I …” I blabbled

“L… love … you so much that my brain is not working correctly” I hesitanted a little as i was so affaid to see his expression.                                        Then we kissed through the whole night my mind was at ease now that we finally together.