"So What Now?"

I'll miss all of them
All the laughs
And all the smiles
All the conversations
Every Adventure
And Walk in the Night

I'll miss all of the late nights
Saying "So what now?"
Sitting around a room
Full of loud, pushy people
Who banded together
For a common goal
I never did play a 16 hour game
I might never have a chance

I'll miss all the fun
We poked at one another
The sick jokes we shared
Speaking of sick jokes, "How's your Mom?"
I never did get the chance
To crack one of those at the right moment

At this point I have one wish
I want one more Adenture
One more Night walk
One chance at that 16 hour game
One more laugh
One last smile
Before I throw it all away
And tie myself to the streams of Fate
Where I'll never have Fantastical Adventures
No more Night walks among the undead
No more laughs from familiar faces
No more smiles
My notbook is full of memories of two months
Where my life was the happiest I've ever been
They hurt, knowing I'll never have them again

I'll miss all of them
All the laughs
And all the smiles
All the conversations
Every Adventure
And Walk in the Night

I'll miss all the late nights
Saying "So what now?"