i was in one of them moods, starting thinking bout every lil thing that made me mad. |
It's tha return of the heartless j2 heard from the projects to the section 8 apartments doin what I do, keepin it real, keepin it T.R.U. True cuz I can see the bitch in most of you. It ain't nothin doe, shit it's all good shit got hard, I didn't run like you matter fact, you tell me what the fuck I should do when you was livin it up with family, I was starvin for food I was ready to take my life, most didn't even have a clue makes me fucking sick and I talkin bout the flu you don't know what goes on inside this head I swear it all came falling down like west said when my dad was dead to be honest, wish he had taken me instead, then all my family fled they say “the good die young” yup that's what they said so many nights before bed, I begged.. I don't wanna live life anymore, shit what's the use no place to call home they said “na” J2 your better off alone shit, can't even offer a help or a loan, criticizes me some mo, cmon, it's fucking on fuck it im back cold heart n all all on my own.... ________ they say J2......why u always mad... I say Fuck You!” live the life I had.... what's the use...i don't wanna live no mo..... and im gonna be heartless, till the day i'm gone, (till the day im gone) (juz the verse and the chorus for now...) |