Seductive Destruction

I feel enveloped by it
I feel haunted by it
It chases me to school
It chases me to my house

I try to get rid of it
But it wont go away
It remains there
Just waiting to strike

To strike and plunge into my soul
Ripping it apart while passionately
Its lustful for pain, to see suffering and disaster
Taking advantage of the sick, revealing the strong men

Those men who aren't like me you and me
Those fall for this ...
For this beautiful trap
For this seductive destruction

Here I am
I fell again
Into this...
This tempting trap
That still rips me apart