We were never just friends

I use to be Ash or Ashley.
You know your home girl?
Now I'm her or that girl.
We use to talk all the time.
Now I'm lucky to get a birthday card 2 months late.
We use to be best friends.
I told you eveything and you'd beat up any guy that made tears fall from my eyes.
So who am I supost to tell now that your the reason behind my tears.
Is she really worth this?
Dose she make you that happy to forget your best friend?
The one that has your back.
The one who helped you through it all.
I was there to catch you when you fall.
She may be beutiful in a way but  she don't own you.
Live your own life don't be that guy.
You know the one that ditches all his friends.
Because he's gotta girl now.
I would never do this to you.
Guys know if they can't exept my friends then they aint good enough for me.
You know It hurts when you walk right by.
It even brings tears to my eyes.
You don't see because she won't let you even look at me.
Why don't you tell her were just friends?
I don't care about the words you say.
Can't you even look me in the eyes tell me you love her.
Why should I up with this?
I don't need this pain.

So your no longer my Home Boy.
Now your known as Him.
I won't try calling any more and if you call I won't  answer.
I won't cry for you my tears have dried and are no more.
I hope she makes you happy.
I no longer got your back.
I may have helped you in the past but I won't be there to catch you when you fall.
You don't own my life.
I will refuse to be that girl.
You know the one that ruins her best friend's chance at love.
Just because she's jealous.
so I'll pretend it dosent hurt.
When I walk by I'll smile so you don't see the tears in my eyes.
All because I don't wana be just friends.
Somethings changed when I walk by I recognize the tears in your eyes.
There exactly like mine and in that moment I realized,
We were never just friends!