Hurt

I’m living in a fear..
Cause I just lost someone so dear..
I’m all mixed up .. I feel totally lost..
I’m all alone, that’s what I fear the most..
I’m very confused .. I don’t know what to feel..
I’m so hurt .. & I’m never gonna heal..
I just can’t believe that he’s gone for real..

I miss his touch..
Oh I miss him so much..
He’s all over my mind..
I miss him with every sunshine..
& how he so kind..
He was able to see..
All the good things in me..
He always knew how to make me smile..
He used to hug me every one in a while..
I miss everything he used to do..
I know that all of his words were so true..

I still can feel him all over the place..
I still can remember every single detail in his angel face..
I miss his thoughts & ways..
I miss our happy days..
I miss our quit nights..
I miss how he used to hold me very tight..
& make me feel that everything is alright..

Even though he’s dead..
I’m gonna keep all my promises & everything I’ve said..
Even though he’s dead .. we’re still together somehow..
Even though everything is different now..
But our relationship is not over..
No matter how much I grow older & older..
I keep missing him every day more & more..
I wish I told him many things before..
his time ended & closed the door..
& he died on that damn shore..