Mirror Gazing

Pounding winds sing whispers to me
Of painful pleasant memories
That make me see the made mistakes
Assess unraveled twisted fate
The shattered hope will splice so deep
Shattered heart wills wisdom's speech
Pray for feigned reality
Cease the twisted happenings
Suffocating avalanches of failing
Waterfalls of doubt and loathing
Stains my soul bitterly
Counting days till Grim comes for me
Seeking solace inanimately
Nothing redeeming then or arriving
What I shall become
Most frightening