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For Him ............................... |
Once upon a time I would have a long message by now saying how much you love me and you can't let me walk out, and all the things about me you can't learn to live without. , But we're so far away from that now. I know you're trying when you ask about my day, You know I'm lying when I tell you I'm ok. Both looking around but there's not much left to do you turn to me for answers and I'm looking for them in you. So many lonely nights, needless fights, and there's still no conclusion we've some to, other than "I still love you". I know you're flame is burnt out and I can't hurt you anymore. You tell me to get out and cry when I walk through the door. Are we going to keep going like this until we can't remember one good memory anymore? This cold heart isn't like you and I ask myself if its because of me? It has to be. In the morning I whisper to myself "You have to let him go" At night I wonder if you think of me but that's impossible to know, So I close my eyes, breath in deep, and exhale slow. I let my dreams die tonight and it feels different than ever before, I finally accepted you won't ever love me like you have before. I just had to know for me that I couldn't have tried anymore. My last attempt I pushed away my pride and tried to hold you tighter than I ever had before. Now I need to let go of everything I've held onto what hurts the most is the disintegration of the friend I had in you, I'd give anything to separate the two, so I could just have at least that to hold onto. |