Choose what you want with me.

Choose what you want with me.

It always be a conflict,
It always about commitments
And differences
Apart from time we can't meet.
There is one always that bugs
A thought I feel I had not give
Standing on a side,
And knowing there's a game.

That feeling grows
I feel the growing pain
It leads to heart attack,
And no one knows I'm one sick.
Behind the stage I keep mum,
You fail to show up,
As we supposed be together,
In a game role play.

Many things in mind I can't digest,
Looking at dark side as if looking at mirror,
I do not have dying wish, I wanna live.
Life is to be cherish, I want it to continue,
I take a better stride
And everything turns normal,
I don't know how to be with you as life is there.

Keeping this feel in heart, as a struggle
I feel the best and ask does it matter,
If didn't get it out right it's meaningless.
She don't get it, and other say it's okay,
Says you can choose what you want with me.
She doesn’t get it, don't understand,
And my life continues.