Falling into the arms of a shadow

New thoughts befuddle my mind
Confusion sinks into my soul
I sense your presence across the room
That sensation makes my emotions lose control

For so long you have intrigued me
Been a constant in my dream
Yet are conversations only consist of baner and a few words
You must understnad things are not always as they seem

I wish i could tell you
Discover the mystery behind your ocean eyes
But my confession is trapped
By a fake loves lies

An appearance kept up
When these feelings could tear it apart
Did you know your secretly looked upon
As the other half to my heart

You gave me the notebook of clues
All they did was make these feelings increase
You have captured me by your words
And yet i dont wish for a release

We could say I never saw it coming
Excuses to why i feel this way
Blame it on my nerves when im around you
How i never know what to say

When i pick at your hair
Or you believe im insane
Really i just cant make the words come out
Their caught among my forbidden rain

Ive truthfull never felt this way
Thats why you still dont know
As i watch you grow feelings for her
And my heart sinks low

We are acquaintes at best
But i wish for more
When i shouldnt because of him
But of these emotions i could have never be more sure

So as your reading this now
If your putting together the clues
Please stop my shaking hand that writes
And tell me if for the first time i lose

But if i win
I beg of you to take me by the hand
Look into my troubled eyes
And with your poetic words tell me you understand

Because im falling into the arms of a shadow
Tm into the unknown
Im lost among confusion
I'm surrounded yet still alone